So Ron and I were out shopping the other day, and he picked something up and said...you know what? romance_writer (one of you, my online friends) would like this.... It was an interesting thing that had something with a cat on it...kind of rustic with a cabin-ish feel.... Anyway, I turned to him and laughed, because, yes, she (you) probably would have liked it...based on the pics I have seen of her (your) house, it would have been perfect for my friend whom I have never in my life met, but who I feel like I know well enough...and my HUSBAND knows well enough to pick out gifts for... Kind of funny. I said to him... "If we start buying things for all of my online friends, too, we are really going to break the bank!" (sorry guys) But I feel like I could... I feel like I know those of you who comment and whose blogs I read frequently, because you have allowed me into your lives, and you have shared in my good moods and my bad, and I think you have allowed me to share in yours. You have tolerated some of my weird opinions and my crazy love of critters... and the weird things that flow from my brain to my fingers. And I really appreciate it. I am not always as candid here as I wish I could be, because I know this IS a public forum, and I know that there are lots of lurkers out there...some good and some maybe not.... who read and don't comment... some I know about and some I don't.... But, my friends, I just wanted for you to know that I appreciate your friendship very much....
I was struggling a lot this Christmas season. Ron always calls it the season of greed, and honestly, this year I have been struggling with it. I really wanted to take all of the money that we usually spend on everyone and send it to a charity that feeds children. One where the money REALLY goes to the kids. I feel like we have so much here. Does my sister really NEED another CD? That money would buy enough beans to last a week in Haiti. I don't know if this is God speaking to me, or if I am becoming a tree hugging wacko (Ron's term of endearment). Anyway....I think this trip to Africa, when we take it, is going to have a huge impact on my life. I think God is preparing me for it. Who knows? Well...I know WHO knows.... I just don't know yet
Anyway, since you ARE my friends, I figured I would share with you my Christmas letter that I included in my cards this year.... (yeah, it's weird, but you guys know me....does that REALLY surprise you?) Here it is....
Okay, so here WAS the plan…. A charming picture to tuck into our Christmas cards of Ron and I, sitting on the floor in front of our lit Christmas tree with the three dogs in our laps… Perhaps the added touch of whimsy from a struggle to reign in Barney to add a chuckle to the viewer’s experience… The whole picture exuding a “Merry Christmas from Our House to Yours” type of feeling…. Maybe I could have even sewn myself a great, festive plaid jumper with a matching bow in my hair (sounds like me, right?!) and made Ron a tie from the same fabric, that, of course I had woven from thread that I hand dyed which was made from hand spun wool sheared from sheep that we had raised in our yard….Wow…. How cool would that have been? Yep, that was the plan-- three or four weeks ago, that is. Here is the status of the plan…. We have one Christmas tree that is kind of decorated. The room where the picture would probably be taken in is loaded with boxes that have come in the mail filled with all of our Christmas gifts that we have ordered. There are packing peanuts spilling out of one of the boxes, so that room is actually cordoned off so that the dogs don’t get to the peanuts. The other tree, which would actually be the prettiest to get the picture taken with, only has lights that go up about two thirds of the way, because every time Ron gets started, something comes up and he gets called away. I have a cold and don’t feel much like taking a picture, Fred (smallest dog) got a haircut, but only on one side, because he pitched a fit, and wouldn’t let us finish it, and now it is a week before Christmas, and I am thinking that this charming picture is going have to live on in my mind’s eye for yet another year… <sigh> The only thing that I cling to is that we do, have lovely garland on the OUTSIDE of our house, and some lit deer that are hiding in the trees in front of our house—THAT is the extent of our festive-ness (is that a word?)—and it is lovely indeed.
So that’s pretty much how our life goes…it’s always comical-always an adventure. We have lots of grand plans that gradually get scaled back as the time slips away….(Let’s have Lobster-err-Crab—err—fish—err—fish sticks—err—how ‘bout a tuna sandwich—wait, do we even have any bread?!) We are still working at the same jobs, involved in the same stuff, and living in the same house…. We still are enjoying our families, our friends, our house, our yard and our critters. We love singing together, our beautiful life together and we both love our Lord with all of our hearts!
We are excited about our plans to take a trip to Africa early next year….Other than that, we are looking forward eagerly to whatever exciting things God has in store for us in 2008!
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year
peace & love & lots of joyful tunes
pam & ron
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